Everything is connected so it's hard for me to harness one subject in one entry. I have never been diagnosed by a doctor, but I'm pretty sure I have some form of ADD. Today I was walking across my apartment when I thought to myself "what is it at work that is making me feel the way I feel right now?" With being dyslexic and self diagnosing myself with all of these different labels to say that there's too much going on in my head at once at all times, I remembered to myself that I never ever read manuals or instruction books but I always figured it out. This stems from childhood, my roots. It was never about not wanting to learn but rather learn it in my own form. I remembered doing that with toys as a child and realize that maybe that's how I need to approach life- fuck the manual, there isn't really one, and you're going to figure it out regardless and the lesson repeats as needed.
Eventually we all reach the same lesson or learn the same things but it all comes back to how we do it and that being our form of overall artistry. I trust that timing is on my side and as we merge into this new chapter of life I am really enjoying the magical moments that come with all of the stress. But I have to remember that there was a day when I was wishing for the problems that I have now. This is a reminder to myself and anyone who comes across this post to shine even through the darkest hours because that's when it matters the most.
Miki Ash Galaxy photographed. My soul sister. My friend. And blessed to say, my client. Click the photo for her page.